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"I sit under the crying tree, so i won't cry alone"-Rei (aka me) Welcome to the crying tree
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Female
15 years old
Columbia
United States
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Hopelessly in love |
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Christian - other |
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07/23/2008 20:00:56 |
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Legend of The Black Scorpion, Curse of the Golden Flower, Anything by hanyou miyazaki including Only Yesterday, House of Flying Daggers,Memoirs of a Geisha, Norbit, There's Something About Mary, Waitress, Brokedown Palace, Ong-Bak the Thai warrior
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3 Days Grace, Evanescence, w/e really
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w/e i can get my hands on
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none of your damn business
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still none of your damn business
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i have no idea what to say about myself, i'm no one of any importance at all
i have no talents, or skills, and there is nothing special about me
i have survived a few things in my short life, i've been raped twice, once when i was 6 by my baby sitter's son and the other by my step brother when i was 8
From the ages of 7-12 my step mother kept me hungry at all times, and convinced everyone around me that i was fat and diabetic, and i liar. I was so hungry i stole food from a teacher to eat
There were times where i was so terrified that i had peed on myself, and this always happened when my step mother made up something about me and told my father and he'd scream at me and threated me, i could never last two weeks without something like that happening
Now that i'm away from all that i can eat freely but i'm not living on a farm anymore so i can't work and because of that i'm always gaining weight from inactivity and stress
My whole life i've been really smart in layman's terms and i was even accepted into a program where i was taught on a college level in elementary school, and today at high school i am constantly teasted and tormented because of that intellect, i'm even scared that i'll get jumped in the hallways
Ever since i left that hell house i've been very sick in and out of the hospital. i've been misdiagnosed just because doctors believed that i was a stupid teen wanting attention or to get outa school. So i still have to suffer because of idiots.
I met Yonagi Hinomoto in my 7th grade year and we quickly became friends, she saved me from me, from killing myself by simply teaching me to write stories and so i'm here today even though many of you don't want me to be.
I had died that one day when my father married my step mother, i died, what all u see today is just a mask i put on so my mother won't ask me questions, and so no one will waste their time on me.
all i can say is that i've survived, and through all of that i still cannot tell u anything about me, i'm just not that important
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