Title: just dropping by
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Blog Entry: well, i don't know how to start this..i've been stucked in a very hard situation that i know i can overcome for i have faith.. but this writing has nothing to do with my problem..hahaha!..i just want to share to the public what i really felt..for hmmm.. he's my first love..i met him back few years ago and i just don't expect what will develop between us ...he's a frien, a very ordinary friend that will talk to me to tell funny stories or to tease me..nut the situation is this, its already three years that passed and i promisd to myself i will no longer think about him..he never knew about my feeling and i don't have a plan to tell him.. im saying to myself that i experienced very difficult things..for its hard for me to forget him..but suddenly i realized that if ever..if ever he will came to me and confessed something (that i knew he wouldn't), i will say "no"..forgetting him is very difficult and he will just ruin it if he will came to me and asking for my time to say yes..huh!..im not crazy..i hate him for he's unreachable and he really deserve better than me... if ever our paths will cross again i will just simply say hi and nothing more!.. well atleast, im fine now..i can sleep well... thanks for the people who made an effort to read this!..i know im stupid but it's really a part of being in love..no, being heart broken..
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