today he made me cry.. the first time ever...
i was truly shocked indeed... but i guess i should learn how to accept it. he live in a different world from me, he and his friends and i think i do not belong to that world.
there will be no second time i let myself down because of him or because of his friend anymore.
a girl named rinchan was right. im such a stupid person who believes in all fake things... why care and think about ppl who never care and think about me? why cry for ppl who never sheds even a tear for me and why accept ppl who left me when i needed them the most?
i should learn how to answer "I dont care about you"