i never really cared for a relationship, i am even prophesizing that i will get married when i am a hundred years old. haha...i do believe in love, heck i know my parents are near their 50th anniversary...

there are guys (and girls or must i say bi/lesbians?) who have courted/tried to court me before. it just doesn't interest me, i don't feel the need to have such a commitment at an early age. maybe it has something to do with me being the eight child of nine...and me being the youngest girl, i've seen enough boyfriends to make me not want one.

are there really people who think it is a 'must' to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? i'm sorry i just don't understand it...(i think my sister was like that :|)

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i'm 15 anyway, it doesn't make me an old maid...haha

I see. I guess i was like that at your age, too. I'm not that old, but i grew out of the "Whats the big deal with relationships" phase.

To me, i guess i started to feel something missing, like another half of me wasn't present(I can't really put this in any other way) and finding that other half would just make me feel comeplete in a sense. Having someone you love who you feel you're in synch with has a very unusual feeling that can't be experienced any other way.

I guess thats how i'd interpret such a sensation and why i value the forging of such relationships between people.

I hope i answered your question, i tend to stray of topic.

lol miroku very well said

well angel i was like that back then thinking i will be an old maid or something...i never did believe in love and i always think guys are usually flirt... i never did believe in forever

but someone changed that...and it feels so good and kind of scary too...its like your putting away all your doubts and past pains just to make the current relationship work and you don't know if it will even last long...

im still pessimistic but i know i have changed...somehow im risking a part of me for our relationship and it makes me real vulnerable...

and if in the end it will not work out, i will surely break...and im not sure how long I will heal

maybe u haven't experience that kind of feeling yet thats why ur not open to relationship

and maybe u will understand it someday

love is complex

no man is an island.... sooner or later we will meet someone who would make our lives worthwhile....

i don't think but how someone changed that and it feels so kind of scary too...its like your putting away all your doubts and past pains just to make the current relationship work and you don't know if it will even last long and yet till they End cause it's not a good Idea or later we will meet someone whose the Perfect to our heart they don't cause time is running it can't be return it again...........

i believe that some people are born to be single forever and others have a lasting (or porbably not) relationship forever. you'll never know what your destiny is. but while you're single, make the best out of it. cause when you're in a relationship, there are many donts.

honestly....i DON'T want to be single forever...hmmm...i guess it'll take time...:)

love sucks.,

You really don't have to have a boyfriend. It's your choice if you want a boyfriend or not. There are just some things that doesn't apply to everyone. Don't have a boyfriend if you don't want one, don't have a boyfriend just because people pressure you to it. Be in a relationship/commitment when you want and are ready to have one.