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I can't really understand my life right now...
From an overly dramatic week... To a stressful school week... Been going back and forth from house to hospital to school to hospital and house again... Luckily, we got out of hospital... Too tiring...
Been going through a lot of things and I don't know how to think... I slept a regular amount of hours, yet I still feel tired... I know, these are just challenges... A part of life... I'm not giving up, I'll keep on fighting...!
Please don't feel pity about me... If you want to help me, I prayer would be nice... 
Tags: Can Make It Through Rain Problems Survive Challenges Elie
Some people would ask me why am I always laughing...?
Why do I smile almost all the time...?
I'm a serious type of person yet I find time to let out a grin, a smile, a chuckle...
Well, as I grew up, I learned some things...
*It's exhausting to cry
*It's even tiring not to cry *You've to cry for "something" that actually makes sense *There's an end to everything
So now, I'm laughing all my problems off... I'm just waiting for the time that I'd blew up, cry and laugh at the same time... Don't mind me... I'm just LAUGHING...! Hahaha! Hehehe...!
Tags: People Laugh Smile Cry Life Serious Elie
jaideayhunfulsai
~Mah lil sis... I wish to hear you sing again... You have such a nice vioce, I wish I could sing like you... Thanks for staying with me from the old AT to the new even outside AT...
PyroManiac
~Another lil sis of mine... Stay pretty. Don't stress yourself, ok? Thanks for being so nice and so cute... Hehe...
yourichi101
~My other lil sis... Dear, thanks for not forgetting me... Hope I could talk to you soon...
Ryno
~Hey lil bro! I do hope we could meet in real life and eat ice cream together! I kinda miss our bonding, you, me, lil sis rin and daddy shadow... T.T
Tenuso
~Hey you! Haha! Tenuso, thanks for making me your friend... I enjoyed our conversations
harakimoru
~Hmm... >.> My master? Haha! Hara, I don't even know what to do with you :p
I like hanging out with you and Tenuso... It was really fun...!
Tsuichi
~Hey Tsuichi... Thank you! Thank you so much for the inspirational messages you gave me! It really helped! Keep the faith!
Aishamae
~Dear, I really need to save time and money... Haha! I really wish I could chat with you more often... But thanks for understanding me... Stay cool!
Riku
~Well... Err... Riku... This guy may be stubborn at times but I still love him...! Riku, thanks for keeping me...
ArinaZ
~Big bro!!! Where are you?! I miss you T.T
The_Mad_Wizard
~Hey Mad_Wiz! I love reading your work... However it's nakakabitin...! Haha! Good luck in searching for the truth! I know you'll find it...!
Silver_Shadow
~Silver...! Hmm... No comment...! Haha! Jowk! [save the BEST for last] *clears throat* Hold on...
Hmm... Silver_Shadow... Thanks so much for being my very first best friend online... I miss you... I really do... and I love you! You know that..! Hehe... ^^" Gosh... Silver... You're the reason why my heart screams out of gratitude to the Lord for giving me the chance to meet you and make friends with you... Don't worry, I'm here for you...
To those who've added me and seldom talks to me... Thanks for the time and effort of making me your friend... Really appreciate it... I hope I could talk to you guys more often and get to know you more...
Everyone... Stay cool!
Luv yah all...!
-eL!E-
Tags: Online Friends Elie
First of all, I would like to apologize to my Muslim friends online...
I'm just wondering... I learned from our history that it is of great honor for Muslims to kill Christians... That was a long time ago, but I'm not sure if it's still applicable now...
I'm saddened by what's happening in Mindanao [Philippines] right now... Brutal killing of innocent people by Muslims... Why?
Why? I don't understand... Why can't we live in peace?
What do you want to happen? Another world war?
It's not only about politics, it's also about the religion! The discrimination! Ouch!
*sighs* I don't know what's happening in the world today...
I just don't know what to do but pray...
Tags: Muslim Christians Religion World War Elie
I was bored... I had nothing to do and this is what I came up with... Feel free to comment...
I woke up shivering in my bed, grasping unto my thick blankets. I do not wish to wake up. It’s way too early. I read the time on my radio clock. It’s 6:30 am already. I forcefully pulled myself up from my bed and did a little stretching. I went downstairs leaving my bed unfixed.
While going down, I held on to the railings knowing that my eyes are still heavy. I haven’t slept for the past three weeks already. There’s so much to do, yet so little time. But finally, I’m done with my projects and reports. All I have to do is pass it today, and then my school troubles will finally end, for now.
My parents were still asleep so I fixed myself a simple breakfast, a cup of coffee and toasted bread. I guess that’ll hold me ‘til lunch. I looked at the clock, its 6:45 am, and I need to get to school for at least 7:15 am or earlier. Hurriedly, I finished my dainty breakfast, took a shower and put on my daily uniform. Closing the door of our apartment behind me, I didn’t look back. I just walked on fast forward.
The morning sun was shining before me with its radiant beauty. But I remained in the shade. There were little droplets of water from the trees as I passed by. No wonder it was cold early in the morning, it rained last night. I’m nearing the school and as a custom, I entered the school gate. I directly went to my classroom, placed my papers on my desk and sat on my chair. A few of my classmates were already there and smiled when I came.
A little later my nemesis, my rival, my mortal enemy, Marcie came. We looked at each other with eyes like daggers. She was always jealous of me. It’s because she always comes in second in our activities, exams, contests, awards. She couldn’t bear competing with me. I was excellent in almost everything. I’m popular and is well-known for my academic excellence.
The day went fast. I won our debate project about child policy. I was the first speaker, and in the positive side. There was an election for our Junior Lawyers Association and I was chosen to be president. Later that afternoon, we had our litmus contest, and I won in extemporaneous speech in English. I passed all my paper works and reports and instantly got a grade of A+ in most of them.
Tired, I walked myself home. It was already dark, at about 7:00 pm in the evening. I don’t feel hungry at all. I’m just tired. I wasn’t paying attention where I was going. Suddenly, a blinding light shone in front of me. I’ve to cover my eyes from the intense light. And I heard a long wail of a vehicle’s horn. Then I lost all consciousness.
As I opened my eyes, I couldn’t help but notice how light I’m feeling. It’s as if every burden was taken off me. However, as I looked around, I don’t seem to recognize where I am. I walked through a long hallway and heard someone crying. I followed the weeping sounds and found my mother. I was wondering why she is crying so I approached her. As I touched her by the shoulder, my hand suddenly went through her. What is this? I asked myself so surprised.
Opposite to where my mom was sitting were closed doors. I looked through the window and saw myself on a bed. I was soaked in blood and there were panicking doctors and nurses. One was pumping my chest. The other was holding an oxygen mask on my face. How could this be? I’m dead?
There was a man in white standing beside me and tapped me by the shoulder. I looked at him, but I couldn’t see through the light covering his face. He told me that we should go now. I asked him why. He said that it is time. But I refused to leave. I was shouting telling him that I’m not dead! I can’t be dead! What did I do to deserve this?! The man hushed me. With deep breaths, I did. “You wanna know why you deserve this?” The man asked. I nodded. “You have been far too arrogant with everything. You wake up, not even thanking our Father for another day. You work way too much with school not remembering to stop or pause for little prayer. You don’t care much about your parents. You just went off to school and comes back not even minding them. You think you’re great in everything when you’re really not. You don’t know how to count your blessings and you’re not humble. Everyday, this is what you do, what goes through your mind, and not once have I remembered that you thought of valuing the things, the people around you, not even God.”
I was stunned with what this man sad and unknowingly tears rolled down my eyes. I dropped down on my knees before him saying, “Lord I’m sorry.” I stuttered through my tears. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. You are right, I do deserve this.” I wept.
The man touched my head and I opened my eyes…
“She’s alive! She made it!” I heard someone yelled. I felt the dampness of blood on my body. There were people around me, yet I can’t seem to know what they were doing. Later did I realize that I’m in a hospital. I survived the car accident that happened to me. I saw my mom approached me and hugged me with tears. I hugged her back with tears flowing from my eyes as well. I whispered a short prayer, “Thank you, Lord. For another chance.”
Tags: Narrative Descriptive Story Elie
if an angel and a devil were to fall in love with each other...
can their love transcend the laws of heaven and hell?
can the angel set her wings on fire?
can the devil soar at daylight?
this is fate's decree...
love can't change what's not meant to be.
~ It's just a quote sent to me ~
Tags: Angel Devil Love Elie
through these past days, my friends whom i seldom talk to asked me, "do you have a boyfriend?" and i said, "no". they asked "why?" i said, "i'm still waiting for the guy i have a crush on and also has a crush on me who'd formally court me." then they asked, "but you do have other suitors?" i said, "yeah. but i don't take them seriously. coz i'm still waiting for him."
i asked my dad, is "love at first sight real?" he said, "yes. coz i fell in love with your mom through love at first sight. i haven't stopped thinking of her ever since. it was a long time since i get to see her again. and when i did, i really took the opportunity to talk to her, to court her." i asked again, "is it true that you could feel something even if you haven't seen the person a long time, even without communication?" he said, "yes, if you feel like this person is the one who is really for you." i was like, "wow, so this is the magic of love."
right now, all i want to know if this guy, whom i haven't talked to that much, and i seldom see, who has no connection, not even communication, is still in love with me? i wanna know if he's still in love with me. so i could stop waiting. coz i've finally fallen for him too. right when i realized i've fallen for him is the time when he suddenly disappeard. should i keep on waiting? why do i feel like i should? i haven't seen him for a long time, i haven't even talked to him. it's been months. so many months. i don't know if he's still in love with me. i want to know... T.T
Tags: What True Love Elie Confused
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Posted On 08/16/2008 08:14:26
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They say communication is important in a relationship...
I'm searching for a friend who could prove to me that even without communication he/she would still remain loyal to me... Maybe even someone who is more than a friend to me... As long as this person would prove that he/she still cares even if we wouldn't talk, or see each other in a long long time...
Tags: Search Find Wanted Elie
~Why does love comes back when you're ready to let go?~
During the past week, there were a few things that would come across my mind or just simply encounter. There was a book with his name... when I passed by a room, the class was singing "making melodies"... once in a while, I sing to the tune of "bukas ang pintuan"... and most of all, randomly playing songs, the song "one in a million" played. I have a strong feeling that we would see each other again... One day, my close friend texted me that she saw his sister. My heart suddenly skipped a beat! His sister was around... The way I understood it, I think his sister's presence is a reminder that he still exist! And that his existence is somewhat important to me. I feel like I wanna cry, I don't know for jor or for fear. For joy that I know there's a way for us to be together...? Or for fear that what I'm hoping for us for nothing...? I wanna scream until I lost my voice for I don't know what words I should let out... I want to be angry but I don't know for what reason. But in the end, I smile... I ended up smiling... In conlcusion, I'm actually happy to know that he's still there... It's been a long time since I haven't heard anything from him... However, it's unexplainable that he's still alive in my heart... that I've been dreaming of him from time to time... ~He sings to me in random moments~ 
Tags: Love Question Doubt Ask Elie
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