Why is it like this? I am always haunted by this kind of feeling.
Am I supposed to be happy? Do I deserved to?
I feel so down at times.
Everytime I think about him, i become sad more than ever and Im overwhelmed with such negative thoughts.
I always hate great pretenders and now I realized i'm already one. "DAE KIRAI" (I hate it).
I hate being emotional. Why does it have to be this way?
"Even the day must give way to the night"..what a sad line..T.T
I'm deeply hurt everytime i see him happy..
but it hurts me even more to see him in pain..
Am I being too selfish?
Sorry for being pathetic. I know i am.
I guess I deserve to be..in desperation..(sigh)
uhum..im alone again
at times im pissed off..
why is it im feeling?!
i know i just missed someone..
i want to at least decide for everything but i can't just let him go.,
i remember him every once in a while..(sigh)
