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*note: to those who hate me.sorry *this is kinda long..so thank you for those who are going to read this
These past weeks I have observed that a lot of people have been avoiding me. I guess, I'm really an emotional person but I'm not an emo. I talk seriously. Yes, and that means, I like talking to you. haha.. well. I get crazy and annoying at times, and that also means, I like talking to you. Ok, so i don't hate anybody.
Some, see me as a hypocrite. Sorry if ever I have crossed over the line.
Another thing, I'm a boring person. I couldn't get that out from my system yet . I think that that also depends on the person I'm conversing with. Well, I'm not always hyper and that I drain so much energy on other things. I just find peace in Animetribe..haha.. kinda like my relaxant during stress. Forgive me if ever I appear kinda dull when I talk to you.
Aside from the fact that I'm annoying (yes, I admit), I'm just wondering why some people don't talk to me anymore. Sorry, if I seem to be like attracting attention here, but I would just want to ask all of you if what do you not like about me. Well, this really may seem awkward but I guess I just have to ask.
It's either I'm becoming a paranoid again or just overreacting to things. Hmm.. so just tell me. k? I would really appreciate what you have to say.
Again, thanks to those who reached this point in reading my uh.. letter.haha.. take care.
Tags: I Think I'm Hurting
What were you thinking
when you gave me a smile It seemed like forever
but just lasted for a while
What were you thinking
when said you didn't care You acted like nothing happened when your "ex" was just there
What were you thinking when you held my hand that moment I thought I could be your real woman
What were you thinking
when you turned me down You said I was an instrument to have her a second time around
What were you thinking
please answer me now You used me, I know But did you love me somehow?
* It really hurts when you find that someone making you believe. But then, find that you were living in his lies. Giving your all, hoping he would notice you. I guess, that's how some things work. The lesson is learned when we really get hurt.*
Tags: I Thought
this is the first time i'm going to narrate about my day nothing of the extraordinary (which i wish it was.. like the appearance of an UFO!! haha) anyway, back to reality which is kinda boring . yup . thank you if you're going to continue on reading this.
today, i woke up late. i blamed my mom for not waking me up. but then again, i blamed myself for not using my alarm clock hurridly, i prepared for school, i had not eaten any breakfast and i could feel my stomach screaming for food. i commuted and while i was in the jeep, i fell asleep. haha.. i just realized i was not on my bed when i woke up. On our first subject, which was for three hours, most of us were really sleepy and that the teacher asked any one of us to give an icebreaker. One of my classmates said: "Sir, let's ask Judie to sing." oh darn, i didn't know what to do. Confused, I stood and exited the room. My classmates were all saying: "Unfair! Unfair!" hmpf. I went to the other room and asked my friend if i could borrow his songbook.
yah..i ended up singing the song "Iris" by Googoo dolls when i returned to my classroom. just the first two verses and the chorus. sheesh, i won't do that again. ever on my next class, which was for two hours, hmm.. what happened.... had an activity. The teacher asked us to draw a symbol about health ...
next class was theology. four of my classmates really fell asleep and the teacher caught them. she said we would give a quiz because of their behavior. However, it was already time when she finished discussing.. oh yeah. saved by the bell. last class was from 4 pm to 6 pm. My teacher got angry at one of my classmates who was talking while he was lecturing. Hmm.. scarryyyyy.... that's what happened today. yah.. i forgot.. i just ate sandwich.haha 
Tags: What Happened Today
It seems odd how I smile Everytime i see your name in my inbox. It's quite ridiculous
how I always kept your messages
and read them again and again I feel unease If i have no reply from you And it's quite scary how you pop out of my dreams everynight Waking up next morning, and realizing how sweet you are Are these signs of what they call "like" or am i just admiring you? I had this eversince we talked. It's about 2 weeks now. And, it's getting worse. It's quite unfair how I'm the only one who acquired this disease. Why can't you have it to? I feel like the pain is worsening each time you deny of my existence Why isn't there any drug or cure for this disease? Or is it just something I have to live with. Should i feel numb of should i inform you of my current situation However, I heard you have someone already. IF only,, I could have this disease cured.
I saw you
yet the feeling is gone Funny how it just disappeared now wow..i got over you..
Tags: I Saw You
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Sorry
Posted On 06/09/2008 04:02:14
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Sorry I act like a jerk all the time Being rude and disrespectful
I did that so I would know if you would stay and see if you deserve the title "friend,"
However, I realized that what i did was stupid. You tried to reach out for me but I acted deaf and overreacted everytime
I know you got sick of my principles
Sorry again
I hope you're reading this. Now i question myself if i deserve being called "friend"
Tags: Sorry
hey.. i'm really getting bored.. yah.. ok..i'm a boring person..
hmm.. check out the pics on my profile. i only manipulated those by the way, i didn't draw them... yah.. i'm still an amateur with photoshop but i really need something to do at the moment
so..anyone who has something for me to do.. any requests.. on pictures.. if it's within my capability,,then i would gladly do it.. just tell me what and how..
Tags: Profile Visit
frustrating. All the judges were on archuleta's side on their final performance well.. since the decision really depended on the voters.,. It is "fair" Yeah, ok. I admit cook is better.
Darn, I really like archuleta to win. Despite all of his criticisms.. He's 17 and he sings that well. . I'd really go for him.
hmm... darn..
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