Constant

I used to have goosebumps in your warm presence

So I tried to erase these emotions this sinful offense

I thought it was just mere attraction I felt

But then you look at me and my insides melt

This denial was the sickness I frequently get

For pushing you away for I have goals set….

The day of our departure was that one cold night

And I know you will not free me without a fight

So I just left you with this goodbye letter

Hoping that this will atleast make you feel better….

When our paths crossed again, I never dared to say

That I wanted this moment to forever stay

So it made me hate fate for toying with my emotions

Because I think it knows of my secret devotion

I begin to encounter the same old feelings that I have never shown

And it’s scary to say that new ones have grown….

You are constant…. Never fading in my memory

Even when I blink… it’s always you I see clearly

So I admit… that I do love you more than these sweet words I reveal……

Morning came and I woke to see what’s real…

Tags: Love Poem Heartbreak

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Canto V

You were my definition of perfection,

My heavenly symbol of expression...

You were the wonder that my mind can't comprehend,

Who made all the rules of reason to bend

So I broke the rules of right and wrong

And frequently wrote it in songs

My scale of judgement becomes destroyed,

when all I thought about is your prescence I enjoyed

I never had this yearning for you before

A yearning everytime I get to see you open the door

I've never been obsessed this long,

In poems like these and in beautiful love songs

But then I found myself in a whirlwind one day,

And I have seen souls, weeping in dismay

Tearsdrops fell when the truth smacks me in the face,

That those memories of you...

led me to this place......

Tags: Inferno Poems Heartbreak Love

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Route

I think of you, in this time of night

Two sides of my mind are starting a fight

A tug of war between making a decision,

To take a selfish route or make a martyr’s tradition…

Taking the selfish route would mean being happily insane

Be the winner of the contest so our happiness remains…

But because I know regrets will always let us remind

That there are all these problems left behind

Taking the route of a martyr’s tradition,

Is just turning away from an obsession

Everyone is okay but then you are crying inside

For all the sorrows are now what you will confide

So what is a better way that I will take?

Be insensitive or let my heart break?

I just want to love you with no bounds… no reasons

Even if it leads me to hell or be accused of treason

So I woke up the next day, having to face

What the pain of a martyr’s route awaits….

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